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You know what I hate?

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 8:33 PM


Guess?

I hate whenever I do something thats slightly wrong. No fuck slightly wrong. Its wrong. You jump on me.

I don't jump on you if you do that. In my opinion Im targeted. Im bitchy. For a reason. You my think I'm bitchy cause its the way I was raised. Spoiled right?

I wish. Im damned if I do and Damned if I don't.

I can just sit there and shut up. I cant do that, then Im being emo. Then when I talk about my feelings Im being whiny.

I cant debate on a subject. Then its called being overly dramatic and shallow. I cant just shut up and take it because then Im being a follower. Im Damned if I do it and damned if I don't.

Im not being emo or anything I don't wanna kill myself and I don;t wanna die.I Don't wanna be normal I wanna be me.

I want to be able to express my self in a way in which everyone will listen. If I write it on a piece of paper someone will find it. Then Im screwed more.

If I have a screw you mentality its for a reason. I might be a bitch but again Im a bitch for a reason. Im a bitch because someone something turned me into a bitch and what does that get me?

Someone's mistakes turned me into what I am and I get blamed. Wonderful.

Im not blaming anyone else and Im not blaming myself cause then what? Im damned if I do and damned if I don't.

The saying grin and bear it doesn't help any. I grin and bear and that shit still gets through. SO what am I supposed to do? Grin and bear just for you? Then Im a fool too. Either way Im damned.

You know what. Its all bullshit. They say justice is blind Cant be. All the double standards and bullshit honor and justice just make me wanna throw up If justice was blind he'd still be here.

All I can do is just grin and bear it and since no paper is available at the moment. I'll
just type it. And you know what.

If You don't like it. You should have stopped reading five minutes ago.

So simply FUCK OFF

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